work had just ended boo-whee :D it was kinda fun, filled with lots of nonsense talks&laughs with kakak while bundling stacks of bra together and stuffing the price tags inside the plastic bags, lots of making faces behind erni’s back, hanging and tagging bras and changing the mop water willingly. well yes, i’m quite happy! except that i’m sure erni and i will never ever click. she’s too fake and she enjoys ordering people around to do her work. ‘oh Ad, can you help me arrange/hang/put this back?’ *roll eyes* i dont like girls like her, and she was even complaining about her bf hitting her just now! and she’s still havent ditch him?, i was thinking. based on her character, you will think she will. i’m sorta freaked out. i mean, hello, your bf just hit you.. ?! nevermind, that’s her problem. she’s toooooo fake! and very well damn irritating. knowing fully well that the mop water needs re-filling and emptying, she said to me before closing, ‘later i vacuum okay?’ normally, wont you ask your colleaugue, ‘do you wanna mop or vacuum instead?’ wont you? she is being so blunt. lazy? just say so. she just has this ability of making me seethed. UGH.

but school is pretty fun! :D i always love it when we worked together, laughing&giggling at the same time over silly stuff. and today is one of those rare rare moments that would be very nice if it occurred regularly. we worked to solve the bloody VS problem and yay hurrays, it’s working beautifully. not perfect yes, but i think it’s good enough for tomorrow’s meeting with NUH staff. lunch was a bummer and the $1.20 chicken rice sucks - too plain and almost tasteless. and the downpour that cause my specs to be dotted with specks of water ruined the way back to school. sighs! can i yell and kick and scream that i wanna wear contacts? can i? and maybe it would come true this time round?

loads of stuff i wanna jotted down in detail but for now, i’m really tired and my back and shoulders are aching and i’m still thinking what to wear tomorrow, so i’ll make this short:

1. andrew came to talk to me after lunch on msn and i cant bring myself to tell him, ‘hello andrew, i’m sorry but i’m just not interested in a guy/man who is almost a decade older than me. thanks and bye.’ but that would sound so rudeee wahahaha. plus he’s always so nice to me and we always get along so darn well during shifts together at killiney. but then.. i’m reallyreally not interested in older men and so, do i have to make it ultra clear to you?
2. i’m really happy to hear that staff from killiney like robin and weiqi have already quitted because i never really like that cafe before. it’s too cold and gossips fly around like what and one minute the people could be talking to you cheerily in such a friendly way and the next, you’ll be looking up at their haughty eyes. oh please, i wanna say. one particular guy younger than me thought he was just incredibly clever and hot apparently ‘cause he is one of the staff working there for the longest time and is the youngest. so he thought just because he taught me something new made him especially smart and dominating? oh please please. act young when you’re young okay? it turns people off. and the aunties working in the kitchen thinks that they’re the eldest so they can boss people around such and such. ew, yucks. elsewhere you guys are nothing, you hear? whats there to be proud of being the kitchen staff of that cafe? and i thought aunties are supposed to be the nicest people around. and the bosses of the place, sigh! i dislike them totally. same reasons as above, just that they’re all-in-one. i’m never never going there back again unless to eat/drink/act like i had never seen them before haha! but i really missed weiqi and i doubt we’ll ever speak again. :(
3. i really would love it when people can eat and talk and chat and laugh and gossip sometimes. what scares me off it the silence we sat in when we eat. really, cold.
4. we had yummy cute cupcakes for breakfast - da bought back alot :D! - and woaaahhh, i LOVE cupcakes! and in school, we had prata cheese sausages which is pretty good too! yay, food.
5. i dont really like the 2 new full-timers though one of them is my new supervisor. i’m seriously wondering how we can get along. thank goodness for lia, cat and kakak :)
6. LS Sale is ending only at september!! %#$@#!!! ohmygoodnes helppp. when i arrived at LS today, the whole shop is this big big mess! september………….
7. some friends have been asking me why i never blogged again/do i have a blog after my last blog. the reason why i liked to keep my life and thoughts private is because sometimes a very dark, depressing and evil side of me emerged in those posts and i dont really like to think how people would think of me after reading it. i’m far from being perfect i would agree strongly and i care alot what people think of me, believe it or not. i’m mean, superficial, materialistic and sometimes so bitchy that i cringed at those thoughts my head is thinking. you can say i’m ashamed by those thinkings and i would really hate it if people start judging me by the way i blogged. thus, this blog is only disclosed to those who i feel can accept me the way i am. can you? but of course, there are many a time i wish this blog isnt so private so people could know how i’m feeling and feel me. this is so contradicting. oh welll.
8. and well, i wished i dont care so much about what others thought of me.
9. okay, back to the host club! :DD