I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
this feeling i hated
it feels weird, really. this feeling, as i’m typing this out now. it seems that this feeling always tend to drown and engulfs me whenever i click on your blog. it’s really freaking weird. the loss that i felt, the tears that threaten to fall, out of the corner of my eyes, the sudden blow of disappointment, sadness and wistfullness put together. it was really an incredibly distraught feeling and so so hard to describe. everytime i seems to enjoy throwing myself into the arms of your mercy, let you control my thoughts and feelings. everytime i tried to keep in touch with you, it doesnt seems to be working. i left one or two tags on your blog, i send you one or two texts, but.. i get 0 replies. i really hated that you know. i see the pictures you posted - the big wide smiles and the shine in your eyes. how happy you are. without my participation. how happy you are. and i just felt that i had lost a friend again. and i see now, oh this is how it feels.
POSTED @ 3:32 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
