I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

July 4, 2007

That’s okay baby ‘cause in time you will find..

i typed a few sentences just now before retreating to the bedroom for some relaxing mask therapy. and guess what happen? baby xavier and his itchy fingers happily click the switch off. sigh! i was quite pissed that i went to smack him.

okay, back on track, i wrote about school. how it seems like a drag and no words could have describe the horror, the torture, the nauseous feeling i had whenever the night had fallen and there it rise, a brand new morning. how not to feel dread you say? when most of the time, i either stared at the screen displaying the visual studio page blankly and watching the cursor blink back at me questioningly, or should i describe how i crossed my arms over one another and surrendered to a bleak, disturbed sleep? fatigue, so very much today. i think i spent more time trying to stay awake than tackle another application/task that i dont understand. enlighten me will you? i dont know what’s going on, what mdm ng was rattling away yesterday and oh, how i wished i caught her flu bug today when she stood behind me talking in husky voices and blocked nose, oh how i wished i was tucked up in bed with Jemina J in bed for company and i swear i’ll be contented seriously. just anything but asp.net please. i need a break!

all those wasted moments, spent clicking and surfing websites, listening to songs and chatting on msn when the time could be spend on more GUIs, more debugging, more fruitful discussions; very well done, addy. i’m so proud of you. maybe it’s time i pulled up my hair, drink more bottles of chicken essences or coffee, zipped up my jacket and begin typing furiously on the keyboard with the screen displaying visual studio instead of any other random sites, with my nose buried inside a asp.net book and jolly well, GET SOME WORK DONE. oh, how very exciting. i cant waittttttt.

frigging school aside, i just chanced upon a website where there are many korean dvds! ohmygoodness. just the right thing to distract me from the intense SIP now, oh yayy. i wanna buy some shows, should i? it’s frigging freaking cheap okay. and prince hours s is out, shrieks!! i wanna watch, oh god i’m getting this flutter of excitement inside my stomach right now. yes, as they described, butterflies! OMG. should i, should i? i still havent start watching why why love! and engagement of love! and and finished up wei xiao pasta and corner with love! all currently stuck at the 10th episode, goodness. and i’m very kpo and went to see which are the most popular dramas that people are throwing moolahs at:

  1. Korean drama - Prince Hours S
  2. Korean drama - The Lucifer
  3. Korean drama - Que Sera Sera
  4. Korean drama - Witch Yoo Hee (funny name huh?)
  5. Korean drama - Hello Baby

almost all korean dramas! i guess korean shows are really super popular right now? all looks so nice! :D *rubs hands gleefully*

ANYWAY,

2th July marks a special day for this particular person in my life. i think i’ll remember her birthday forever. i emailed her a birthday message but so far, there’s no replies from her. sad isnt it? indeed i was. but what matters is she got my blessings and well-wishes (send in a mail), and if she didnt click it or check her mailbox or even chose to ignore it, then i reckon.. it’s fate. i just wanna say here, though, friend, we got so much differences separating us, i’ll remember those days forever.. those reckless, rebellious stuff we’ve done and those silly mistakes we’ve made when we thought it was so cool then. of those swearing days i cringed whenever i thought of it now, those laughter, smiles, punching each other and sitting on your doubled-deckered bed, those talks.. the list could go on and on.

i’ll never forget. :*)

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strangely enough, i get pissed off at the tiniest things. but i cant write what pisses me off here, in an unlocked post, so i shall rant it out another time when i couldnt stand it anymore.

and and, i hope you girls had fun! :)

GUESS WHAT’S UP NEXT? :DDD

<3

See?
You should have listen to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
What goes around, comes back all around

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