Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you’re gonna miss my love
And one day soon you’ll see
You’ll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didnt know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you’re gonna miss my love

ah, i’m happy-gappy :D
yay, i’m all happy-welly :D

a 360 degrees change from afternoon yes? should i tell you why i’m being so happy? or should i keep it to myself and you can guess? okay, it wont be exactly a secret anyway if i keep numb. the thing is.. i went shopping with Jas! say wheeee please. it brightens my mood tremendously and left me so happy that my face is frozen into this :D since i came back home! am i so materialistic, yes? but you cant deny that touching new, bling, brand new things dont get you all excited! plus the scrummy yummy sales.. yum, i can lick it off my fingers! hahaha. okay how gross, but i didnt get much stuff, except this 10% off necklace which is so cuteeee that i couldnt say no to. i picked it off the hook, admire it, put it against my top in the mirror, put it back down, gazed at it again, picked it up again and squinted at it, put it back again, say thanks to the sales girl and got pulled off to buy bubble tea. and not before long, i was back again, sipping and chewing away my green apple green tea and telling the sales girl, "yes, i would take this please." okay, i didnt exactly sound so polite but i got the necklace :D let it be a cheer-me-up okay, so i wont feel guilty. no i wont feel guilty. yeah right, how many necks do you have addy?

metro is having a crazy sale filled with lots of crazy people and we got stuck in the crazy jam. nothing lovely actually but the place was still maddeningly crowded? hmm. we window-shopped alot and squealed at pretty things and i was eyeing bags, tops and accessories with a mad gleam in my eyes. i can never get enough shopping! if only my wallet is fat enough, hahaha. we went into LS and kakak saw me and went, "you! go in and change your uniform now!" hahahahhaha.

and and, after stopping at so many shops, i finally found the handphone strap i’ve been looking for, yayness!

the only unhappy thing is we didnt watch transformers today. i was so incredibly sad, but nah it’s okay. there’s still next week! (:

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school gets me all fed-up. it sucks so so much that it’s a drag. it sucks even so when you feel lonely even when there’re friends around you. and i’m feeling all weird, all lonely, all upset over untrival matters and my hormones seems over-cooked or something. i’m missing a particular someone pretty much and the urge to text over a sms is making me struggle every time i think about it. yes, i think i like you okay? except i think it’s too late to bother anymore. karma, anyone thinks?

200 pounds beauty could make me a very very happy girl right now if i get to rent it soon :D i cant wait.

But if you wanna cry; cry on my shoulder
If you need someone; who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad; your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There’s a place in heaven, where we’ll go
If heaven is, a millions years away
Oh just call me and I’ll make your day
When the nights are getting colder and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I’ll always stay by your side
I promise you; I’ll never hide

on the way to school, ipod on, a particular song suddenly made my eyes welled up and i was shocked with such a huge wave of emotion clouding my senses and making me numbed. the same old song. the same old story. the same old tune.

would you like to listen one more time?