I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
short note
Today I feel kinda good and fullfilling and kinda sad and disappointed. is it possible to have so many emotions mixed together?
Today I treated Daddy, Mommy, Hao, Jas, Er yi for dinner at aijsen :D it was supposed to be a father’s day dinner which i owe him but i felt a teeny unsatisfied because he didnt seem to enjoy the ramen :( and i was too busy wondering and worrying and looking at him to see his reaction after every bite that i didnt really enjoy my own pork curry ramen. do you think he enjoy it? do you? do you?? after all, it’s a treat for him. :(( the feeling that you know someone is faking things by crooning,"ah, i lovee it." but you know that they really dont, sucks. but then again, when they’re being honest sucks more. ahh, the contradiction!
i’m so sad lah. :’(
but a happy thing was.. jas made me a crystal angel to hang on my handphone! :D pweety yeah!
so sweet, angel LEH :) must be me! :)
and and, might be catching transformers tomorrow!! :DD boy, i cant wait!
x
i dont know, i dont think you’re as nice a person as you look. are you? hmmm. i’ll sit back and watched.
POSTED @ 1:05 am | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
