sigh-ed!

i’m not in a very good mood right now ‘cause something i wanna get is sold out IN A SNAP ARGH!!! this is so depressing please. :(

today is kiwi last day and i shall be mean now and say i’m half glad, really really half glad. say byebye to getting pissed when seeing her yakking on the phone and not helping out, her moody swings, her "hey, can you help me do something..?", her bossiness and heck-careness and manymanymore!! :D gosh, i’m so mean, and she just say i’m her friend just now and insisted on taking photos with me which i objected strongly -so ugleee please :(((- gosh how can i be so mean? we got along well and everything but frankly, i dont really like her at first sight. but our friendship/colleagueship did improve greatly but not enough. well, i’ll miss her, it’s going to be different without her craziness, but i think i could do without it sometimes. damn, does this makes me a incredibly bad person?

heh, i’m so mean.

project is in progress.. but only that teeny-weeny bit. i dont know how, what am i gonna do.. if all of us end up failing.. i’m so depressed! anyway, recently i’ve been blogging in a very messy way which sucks. i wanna write long creative writing, put in lots of descriptive words and adjectives but most of the time i blogged at night so in the end i’m just too tired to. helppppp, i want a cup of warm mushymellows chocolate yum. i wanna cut my hair, do something about it, like rebonding it again ASAP ‘cause it’s driving me crazy that i have to pin up half my fringes every morning. it’s uglee and so ugly please. i’ve already made the decision to try out daily contacts but i’m not making any move on doing so. i’m scared. help. i have phobia helpppppppp. i need a brain wash NOW.

*just wanna crawl up into bed and pull the covers over my head till SIP is over.

so much words left unsaid. and i saw you today..

GOODBYE, I’M EMO.