I should be sleeping, turning in the earliest possible in a mission to get rid of these nasty black eye circles I have. :(

But these days, a day without blogging means the next day my unhappiness will double two-fold. Ugh, ugh, ugh! Darn the unhappiness. Dont I deserve to be happy, for once?

Happenings before lunch..

And so I was feeling real shitty this morning and CR came to chat with me. Probably seeing how shitty I was feeling, he asked me to click on his blog… and he succeeded in making me laugh&laugh&laugh. Real funny pictures! Hahahaha! I forgot to save them in my thumb drive, so I’ll do that tomorrow and post it up here! It’s damn funny in damn lame terms but who cares? It cheers me up :D! Thank you, CR!

KH started grossing me out with his sudden fascination with turtles soup. Super gross OKAY! I cant imagine drinking it, much less EAT it.. and he happily proceed to show me a website about it and there was this picture of the soup itself! Ew, yuck, the turtle is this blackish thing, and he went "yum yum!". I was totally,"OMG LAHHHHHH YOU GROSS ONE!" Then we continue talking mindlessly about my hatred for mayo and how I feel like puking whenever I smelt it and he went,"Okay next time I shall chomp something with mayo in front of you." Evil or what? "If you dare eat in front of me, I’ll puke on you!" I shrieked. Okay, I didnt exactly shrieked but somewhere along the line..

Lunch was Jupiter Cafe’s Chicken Leg Pasta and rum&raisins and cookies&cream ice cream after that, and I was complaining what an another bad mixture it was. (I had complained about yesterday’s) He started laughing and laughing away and screaming I made him laughed like crazy. Eh, very funny meh? Lol.

Kit came to play Bejewelled with me again but the window came up and I started playing ASAP because I diedie also wanna win (I lost yesterday because I dont have a winning start) but ARGH this time he dont know busy with what, he didnt play at all! Then come and ask me to play for what? >:( So in the end, me-19990, him-0 :D Yayyyyyy. Robin came to play with me too but somehow the window stuck and couldnt load. Wahaha!

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Today is damn suayness. The first time ever I wanted to call in "sick" for work and Cat have to sprain her back first. :( So off I dragged my ass to work and it wasnt that bad. But what exactly is fatigue? Now I have no feeling at all.. brain’s in a mess. Tomorrow reporting again! I’ll survive Friday, Saturday and Sunday! I must! :(

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Thought quite alot tonight on the way home.

Funny how friends was, some people you thought you could never live without. Yet, somehow, you could. Life still goes by. You still missed those friends of course. But a new thinking had emerged going, "Hey, I’m actually getting used to living life without much of your participation."

Do you get these feelings before?

And what do you called those people who you had known for the longest time, and once in a while will meet up, but in between the time you last meet up and the next meet up, there are not much contact at all?

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He wasnt online today. :( BOOWOOHOO-HOO.

and I’m just too chicken to text him!