Gosh, to begin this post, I just wanna say - I LOVE VECTOR ART! It’s so style, so pretty and so, wow lah. :D! In fact, I love vector art so much right now that I’ve decide to do a layout on it :) Of course, provided I can resize and find a picture I like the best! Yay! I’ve already spotted like, 12478568 pretty ones. But here comes the hard part - making it fits your layout. Argh, a challenge is here! Click click click, so WOW LAH!! Haha, I’m going crazy over it.

Anyway, I just came home from.. STEAMBOAT! Yummylicious, super-delicious alrights! And I’m happy that Mako loves it :D We went to the Bugis steamboat place called Chong Qing, which was beside the one we last went the last time with the class. Chicken and Tom-yum soup is love! The highlight was the fuzhou’s meatballs, very yummy when dipped into the tom-yum soup! Oh man, I can still taste the sweetness of it, haha. We were all so bloated by the end of it.. but we didnt eat the $12.80 worth! :( Next time, we’ll forgo lunch and go again alrights? :D Thank you Rene and Mako for the nice night out! <3

I think Mako is very very sweet girl. That was my first impression of her when I first saw her standing in front of the lab with another Japanese guy during the holidays and till now, it is still my impression of her. Never mind the communication problem we had at first (because I speak too chimly and she dont understand what I’m talking about, and vice versa), it got better at the end of the day. And I found out that she is a fan of Deathnote and Nana like me too! ;) She even likes the same song from Nana Movie - Glamorous Sky -  as me!! Sweet or what?! :):) Haha. We took Bus 12 back together and it had a nice feeling to it. Funny thing is she loves Singapore and I told her how about we swapped - I love Japan!! Hahaha, and she readily agreed lah! :) So cute.

After Mako alighted at her stop, I put on my earphones and the first song that played was Li Sheng Jie’s Chi Xin Jue Dui AGAIN. Haha! I love that song though, it simply so heart-felt. Followed by Zhui Jing which makes me wanna cry. Moments like this, spent on the bus, especially at night when you had your earphones on, blocking you out of the world, watching the cars and flashlights went by, was such an indescribeable feeling. It feels calm, lonely and so out-of-the-world at the same time. Like, that moment seems frozen in time and you’re just alone with the sad music playing in the background. And these kind of moments made me think alot. Once I had my earphones on, I become another person, bounded in my own world, lost in my own thoughts.

"You seems traumatised.", commented a friend a while ago.

And you bet I was shocked after i heard this. Never ever had a friend would use that word to describe me. I wondered the truthness in it. Was it simply a comment, or was it a fact which I dont wish to admit? Being "traumatised" seems so.. weak somehow. So not me. But that word made me pause at that moment he remarked it and it made me paused now as I wrote about it. Maybe he was right. I was. This would explains why I shunned away from making new friends, pinned on old ones and avoid talking about the more private side of my life - my real thoughts and feelings. I kept it away from friends’ eyes, pretending that all is well, everything’s fine.

"You okay? Is everything alright?"
"Yeah, I am.. *insert smile here* I’m just.. tired."

Oh wells. That’s just me.. being emo. In the end, a tiring day ends and a new day unfolds..

On the last note, I dont bother to ask you again today, because I already know your answer. (oh, surprise, surprise)

 

"Damn cute lah.."

These 3 words made my day. Thank you. :*)