Hmm. I’m starting to suspect I know what’s bothering her already.

Ooops. Please. Dont let this be true.

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I’m feeling calmer right now.

So I should blog more while I can right?

Since tomorrow I’ll be too zombified to blog anymore.

But I have nothing interesting to write about leh. Oh wait. A Happy Birthday to one of the special girlies in my life! I have texted her a birthday sms this morning but I’m not in person to wish or celebrate with her. Which feels quite weird and funny indeed. All along, we this gang of special girlies will meet up every year for a birthday celebration for the 2 May babies. But this year, none of us initiated a meetup. I supposed everyone is currently juggling their own school/work life to care or remember anymore. This kind of things always happens. I should probably just let it be. I have asked her how she is celebrating this special day a few days ago. And she happily replied that of course she is taking the day off to celebrate with friends.

Which means her choice of "friends" to celebrate this day with, arent us this gang of special girlies anymore. :(

Time really makes people drifted apart.. I guess sometimes we just have to let nature takes its course. But on the other hand, I wondered why couldnt I be the one who ask her out instead?

"Hey! How about meeting today to celebrate your birthday? x)"

Is that a question to hard to ask? Hmmm. I’m just afraid that a)what if she has other friends she wanna spend it with and b) wont I be the one making it hard for her to tell me? c) and she might be a dilemma because she scare it’ll hurt my fragile feelings..

So in the end it’s better if i dont ask.

No matter what, I’m glad I remembered this day! It had hurt so much when people dear to me dont remember my birthday.

Happy Sassy-Sweet 19, dear Friend! :)

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