I hate/love School!
Accomplishments of the Day: 0
And yes indeed, we spent the 3.9999/4 of the day slacking again. I only managed to conjure up the report master page for the last half hour but Ping was able to do part of the coding. What would we do without her? (: Dayah and I were.. totally "ah, there’s still tomorrow!" mood. HAHA. We went library today, dropped off 3 books and came back with another 4.. oh wow. Imagine us sitting on the library carpeted floor, in between shelves, high up in level8 with our heads burrowed in thickthick books!
Nerd Alert!
The day zipped by in a whirl and funny, I dont have much memories of what I did mostly in labs.. except that lunch was chicken cutlet loveee and that zhang dong liang’s songs keep playing in my head. Currently, FIR’s Qi Shi Ni Hen Ai Ta is on repeat mode in my ipod. The song just.. speaks. So, so real. So heartbreakingly so. I seemed to enjoy injecting more pain into my heart, eh? HAHA.
Things seems to be looking up all around. I finallyfinallyfinalllyyyyyy plucked up my courage and went to my opitcian just now. Just to check my left eye. Which, I was supposed to check months ago but i was too cowardy and freak out every time at the mention of it. Even the opitician was amazed that the last time i saw him was january! :D Heh, I hereby thanked god for the good news - It’s healed!! But wait, there are bad news to come.
"I’m afraid that there are residue still in your eye. Those scars might never go away.."
*heart immediately breaks*
Sigh, what did you expected, addy? This was the outcome I already knew.. so what exactly was I hoping? Damaged was done fullstop. I can only seek consolence in $105/month daily lens.. or $300/1.5years hard lens.. He asked me to think carefully about it, so I left the shop with a mixture of emotions whirling inside me. Being able to go back to contacts has been one of my greatest wishes since forever. Since I was left scarred in the left eye? Now, I can fulfill the wish but I was afraid that by doing so, another (choychoychoyyyyyyyy!) infection will return just like the other 3 times..
I freaking hate that.
Life’s full of risks. If I never tried, how would I know right? Oops am I consoling myself? =X I’ll give myself a few more days to think. You betcha I’ll be thinking about this issue every minute! Hah.
I just realized the 25th this month is gonna be a veryvery special day for a specialspecial someone in my heart! :*) Are we gonna celebrate? Have to go for pressies hunting REAL FAST!! Thank goodness that’s pay day is on 26th! lovelovelovee. My face totally becomes like this whenever i drooled about 26th! $_$ Oh goodness, that dont make me completely materialistic and moneyface does it? I’m reallyreally not like that. Just that desperate measures for desperate moments! :D Muhahaha! 25th this Friday! Woots!
To conclude this random post, I really hate school these days. No motivation whatsoever. Somemore, the thumbprint device absolutely hates me. I’ve lost counts the number of times I have to tap my thumb over the screen thingy! It’s seriously getting me annoyed. Rawr! And because of that, I jam up the queue behind me. Sooooo embarrassing kays! >:( I hate school due to the lousy I’m-so-sick food. If it’s not chicken cutlet, it’s carbonara pasta, kway chap, yong tau foo, malay stall rice (with the same dish EVERYTIME), curry cutlet rice, claypot rice - WHAT’S NEW?
Sighed. I got this love/hate relationship with school! Alrights, I swear that I will be off to bed before 12pm every night and I’m gonna stick to this and make it a permanent routine! Say byebye to eyebags/circles whee! I slept 10hours yesterday after dropping dead from work =) Tonight shall be DAY NO.2 of sleeping early!
And oh oh, anyone in mood for LJS brekkie and NYDC baked rice?!?!
MEMEMEMEMEMEEEE! =D

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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