I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
Almost top of the world
Been feeling emo these days right? I read back my past entires I felt more depressed. Whatever’s happening?
Whatever happen to shorter posts?
Whatever happen to happy thoughts, smiles?
Whatever happen to friends?
Whatever happen to love?
"Pick a day I date you okayy!! We go shopping! (:"
"Haha, where got time. Later I going la."
Tell me now, who need friends like this? I’m sadded and hurt by that remark. But it’s okay, this isnt the first time anyway. Freak. I should stop being so damn sensitive. And suddenly, I felt top of the world today. Reason being, I cant go on like that forever. Emo-ing everyday, feeling so upset everyday, feeling shitty everytime in school or at work, and worse still, no one sensing it, felt like hell. Reallyreallyreally. I should perk myself up, pull up my hair and strive from being the best I can be. (:
This will be the first baby step I’m telling myself to get on with.
The best is yet to come, though it’s taking a really long time.
I’m taking a break now, from feelings, thoughts, heartbreak.
Think no more!
I have everything and I will have everything.(:
Mommy’s love is enough to keep me going. <3 My lovely family is all to keep me alive.
On a totally random thought, Da broke my blusher AGAIN. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I want a lover whom I dont have to love.
POSTED @ 12:45 am | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
