10:28AM - In school

School feels kinda lonely somehow. Both girls are off to break. And my jaw still hurts at every twitch.

Kinda rhymes, huh? (:

Oh.. wait.

Just what am I smiling for? I’m veryvery much upset.

.. and hungry too.

MAC LATER!! :D My jaw is gonna suffer more for sure.

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Today, I spent a total of $5.90 to get a hole (okay, 2 holes) poked for my belt. It was too loose for me, thus the need of more holes. Can you imagine? Just 2 teeny-weeny holes and I needed to spend over 5bucks to get it done. Pfffft. What really happened was, I went to Taliang, an accessory shop selling belts and, uh well, accessories. Since they sell belts too, any normal person will assume they got the punching-hole machine right? Yup, so i chose to go in, thinking the 2 ladies seems very nice. And as I’m a very nice person too, I decided i should get something in the shop before asking them nicely if they could help to poke my belt for me. I went to get 3 star clips for 1buck and when i went to pay, i saw that they have very nice earrings at the counter. You know, those that looks like crystal cubes and when shone under light, they sparkle off many colours? Very pretty, reminds me of the rainbow(: and the prism we learnt in secondary school. Simply dazzling under the lights. Heh, so i got that too, for another 2.90moolahs.

"Eh auntie, do you have the punching-hole machine?" I asked sweetly when paying up for the 3.90 worth of junk. I asked this question though i had already seen the small punching-hole thingy hanging behind her.

"No, we dont provide this kind of service." was curt reply after taking the money and stuffing my items into my hand.

@#$^&!@!!!

Help me punch a hole will die isit?! And as i walked out of the shop, I stared blindly at the stuff I had just purchased and do not need at all. And worse still, my aim of getting the items were not achieved. >:( The people these days are just plain selfish..

So nevermind, i went across to another shop selling the same stuff and started looking for stuff to buy again. :( It was another risk taken because who knows if the 2 women in the shop would act like the former one?! Nothing in the shop has what i liked so i just bought another pair of hoop earrings which i already have but this one has abit of a curly-wurly design. 2bucks. And this time, phew, I loved nice ladies. She helped me poked the holes, though it wasnt very nicely poked. But at least, it was poked.(:

So nice.. unlike the bitch at store number5 counting from the front of the chain. !@$%^$@#$

So, 5.90 gone like that.. and I ALREADY HAVE THOSE ITEMS AND I DONT NEED NEW ONES.  Just take it as stocking up, bahhh. Haha.

Oh and and, when i was walking over to take bus, the Coke Stand was there, and they were handling out free bottles of coke! Heh. Free drink who can resist? =X So I took one, unscrewed it, took a sip and..

Not nice one.. because it’s CokeLight! :( I was happy-ing away for nothing. And now the bottle is still 3.5/4 full, sitting in the refrigerator. So I board my bus home and I took a seat.. And there right in front of me were 5 women holding the same coke bottles. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA. Again, free things who can resist? Though not very nice.. Pepsi Twist is still the nicest :D

And when I woke up from my 1.5hours of nap just now, I peered into the fridge for something juicy to chew, and guess what i saw?

Another CokeLight bottle.

Jas’s. :D

WE LOVE FREE STUFF! X)

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Friends. To me, this word meant alot. Friends are very important to me. I always fancied this thought that I will have the kind of friends that will be with me through every part and parcel of my life. We’ll matured together, have fun together, and different schools and lifestyles will not drive us apart. And then we’ll be at each other weddings, tossed one another’s bouquet of flowers together and grow old together. When we’re old, we’ll shared gardening tips and have high-teas frequently. :D So stupid right? Am I the only silly one here? Haha!

Anyway, I had this friend. We used to be very closed. (Actually I’ve come to realize I have many this kind of friend) Somehow, we grew apart. Maybe it’s the holidays too long, and we just drifted. Or many it’s very true when they say girls and guys can never be the best of friends. Now the ironic thing is, we see each other in school etc. But we wont greet, say hi or ask "how’s everything going?" Things just arent like it used to be. And of course I’m bothered or I wont be writing about it here. It just got me wondering, whatever happen to the memories that we shared? Whatever happen to the times we spent together? We talked through secrets, gave each other advices, teased and have fun together. Where had those moments gone to? Or have you forgotten?

At least I knew I havent.

What’s making me blogged about this is that today I passed by that place on my way home. That place where we were waiting for our bubble teas and you and me were squatting by the drain talking about love.

"Just because a person like you doesnt mean that you have to like him back, right?" I remembered asking.

I remembered those times you walked me home.
I remembered the last time we talked under my block, you were encouraging me to embark on an uncertain relationship.
I remembered us sitting outside 7-11, on the steps talking. You were eating a ready-made meal from 7-11. It was late at night and it just felt so nice, something friendly, something warm.
I remembered all those talks..
I remembered the time i fell asleep on your bed..

I missed this friendship, but all has gone wrong. It was like a flower blooming halfway, then died before it can blossom into something beautiful. Memories. It was those good times that i remembered, those soothing words that rang into my mind, and it was the purest of the friendship that I had missed. Something that gives no pressure, just gently pushing me on.

Friend, have you forgotten it all?